Aaah.. Shaan is back :)

No posts for the last couple of weeks. The stimuli were there to tell here, but there was no time to react :) And, uh.. there was a little seclusion from my side as well I must admit. 

Last couple of weeks I was in a step-back mode. You know, there are times when whatever you do tends to bizarrely wrong and all. In such situations I usually stop doing stuffs. If you are doing nothing, nothing can go wrong right? :P 

Actually I was in a lot of mess. There were all sort of confusions and doubts in personal life. I guess I have shared some of those stuffs in my last few posts. To get away from them I was putting more efforts in work. Which in turn was getting uglier by day. All it did was to leave a bad taste in the mouth. 

Thankfully like always Life itself took care of its own problems. Loosing friends has always been a toughie for me. It always manages to make me sad. And to add to that, I was feeling scared to loose one more of my sweet friend soon :( Like always.. it made me act like a FOOL. I managed to write one of the sickest mails to her sayin I am dropping this thing. Gosh.. that was soooooooo soooooooo childish. 

Thankfully things dint fall apart big time. Thankfully she understood why I wrote it. Coming to think of it now.. I always keep telling her to keep chasing dreams.. never to shy away from hoping for good blah blah.. and it was I who screwed up :P Hmm anyways.. mistakes should not be repeated. It wont be :)

Got a new roomie. Good ol Den2. Lasting image of him that I have from my hostel days is of him running and screaming like crazzy from College to Hostel after getting selected in IBM :) Another nerd. Another TOTAL SANS_ATTITUDE guy. Veryyyyyyyy talkative. I love talkative folks :) Helps me unwind :) Last night he was giving me lectures on Time Machine. He said it is possible coz of so and so laws which he read in Hawkin's lectures. I managed to piss him off :) He tried to get me interested in Cricket 2007 also. I pissed him off again :) Hey I dont do computer Games! I just dont get hooked to it :P

Ohh and by the way, I had a hair cut after 6 months and shaved after 2 weeks. Trust me.. I dint recognize myself after I woke up from the nap in saloon. I was a little annoyed at first. I trusted the miserable barber too much and dozed off w/o supervising what he was doing with my hair. He over-cut it :( But then.. it feels a little light upstairs with the little lesser load of hairs. So, I guess its okay :)

Last couple of weeks managed to produce the deliverables on time too. Well one was delayed by one day. But that was not our fault. Freaky terrorists decided to start the bombings again and so we had to leave early. Anyway job was done on Monday. Had ISO audit today. The interviewer was sick :( I always hated these interrogative guys - be it police, inspectors, interviewers and now the Audit guys :( Anyways.. looks like we managed to pull off the show this time around as well.

So there it is.. things have managed to auto correct themselves. Life is almost on the balance again. Touch wood. I hate disturbances. I hate screwing up. Especially when it comes to her and to my work.. 

Till next time..